me

Sitting at my computer day to day
not knowing what to write or say
tears flowing down my face
wish I could get out of this god awful place

getting called fat and ugly
good for one thing only
flashing my tits and ass
getting humiliated but hearts like brass

on cam day and night
its all am used for even if I fight
my body is a tool
I hate being made a fool

the only guy who’ll ever love me
is desperate and needy
why cant I find a decent guy
who wont cheat or lie

one who loves me for who I am
who wont be a total bam
I’m only all the time
even though I say I’m fine

guess I’ll go back to what I know
giving the pervs a good old show
using my tits just to get laid
and yes sometimes I get paid

but please don’t judge me
not until you see
what my life is really like
the trouble and the strife

of being the same weight
as your age it’s not great
I’m fat and that’s it
the only decent part of me is my tits

the only thing men go for
from the sea to the shore
some men are pigs we all know it
Is there any that wont admit it

so please god help me find
a caring guy who is kind
who will love the person inside
and walk with me with pride