Me / Stacie a Transgender - ( MTF )

I am Who , I am Supposed too Be ,
I am Not the Person , That Some People think ,
I Should Be ,
I Lived a Very long part of my Life ,
Not being Me , I Tried too Be the Person , That some thought I should Be ,
Trying too make other's Happy ,
While I was Miserable , And Hurting Inside ,
I know Now , That All that did ,
Was Make Me Very Miserable ,
I shared my Secret , With My Wife ,
And She Stayed with Me , Because She Loved Me ,
As I LOVED Her ,
2 Years after we were Married ,
That wasn't fair too Her , And For that,
I apologized too Her , Many times Since ,
I And Her , Spent the Better part ,
Of Our Married Life , Protecting my Secret ,
And Also Our Married Life Together ,
She Never Told Anyone Family or Friend etc ...
I now Hurt so much , Now that She Has Gone Too HEAVEN ,
Over the Past almost 35 years , I / We have Had , and Raised a Total of 9 Labrador & Or Lab Mixes ,
7 of them have also Past on too HEAVEN above ,
Callie -
Jack'ie -
CJ - ( Callie Jean of Callie's Acres ) -
Sammy -
Daisey -
L.A.B. - ( Ellabee ) -
Kelcee Jean -
2 are still here on Earth with Me ,
Reagan Jean & Shelby'Anne Kelcee ,
They are young Healthy , Happy & In my Life ,
And now they are My Life ,
Some of Pamela's Family & ( 1 ) Yes only ( 1 ) ,
Of My Family Members too date , Excepts me ,
I do Believe & have accepted JESUS CHRIST ,
Into My Life ,I have a Strong Faith In GOD Above ,
My LORD & SAVIOR & The HOLY SPIRIT ,
I know that One day , I will stand Before GOD ,
In Judgement of My Life & My Deed's ,
And Confess My Sin's & Acknowledge the Good ,
Thing's I Accomplished in My Life ,
I Know & Feel , That GOD above Love's Me ,
And He / GOD above Alone will Judge Me ,
That is Between GOD & Me ,
Not Family , Friend's & Moronic Close Minded , Bigot's & Hypocrit's Etc ...
Some High & Mighty Closed Minded Christian's ,
Are In Fact ,Some of The Most Heartless ,
People I have ever Met in My Life ,
I will Live the rest of My Life as Much as I Can ,
As much as possible , As The Person I truly Am
Surrounding myself with people , Who Like Me ,
And Want too be With me & Apart of who I Am ,
Some Still Don't about Me & Or Won't Accept Me ? ,
I will strive Alway's too be Accepted ,
Knowing Fully that some Never Will ,
Accept me as Me , I want too be Loved ,
I want too show All the Real Girl inside ,
Her Heart & Her Passion ,
I am a Beautiful Female , A Transgender Female ,
I AM "" ME "" ,
I WAS Alway's ME , I Believe Now ,
That I infact was Born as a Transgender MTF ,
Even Though at that time , I didn't Know ? ,
And it would Be Years , Before I would Know ,
I will Now Alway's be ME ,
I Love the Girl I have Become & ,
Am Still Becoming , And Never stop Becoming ,
Thank You GOD , For making Me "" ME "" ,
ALL of You , Who Have Accepted ME as "" ME "" ,
I am Stacie Leelah C******E & I Love Being The Girl / Woman / Feminine Female I Now Am ,
Most Importantly , I LOVE Being "" ME "" :