meltdown

I sit here a mass of emotions
wound tightly around your soul
breathing you
seeing into you
contemplating the ME in YOU
again
strong, raw emotions
always on the edge of the deep
uncaring of whether i will drown again
needing to analyze to ponder to think again
only able to want need feel hunger again
craving to feel you your wants
desires
deepest thoughts
regrets
your skin
your mouth
again
scorching my being from within
eating away at everything i thought i was waiting for
lightning to strike again
anticipating you
your needs
your focus
your perception
your touch again
feeling you crumble
each wall beneath your hands
melt me with your tongue
see through me with your eyes
your thoughts and desires
molding me
kneading me
teaching me
again