Mood Swings and Psychotic Love

if i stare into those brilliant blue balloons
and see them rise into the sky
i will see the red one follow next
into that sea of flashing eyes

and everything is quiet now
as i reach the highest i can go
its peaceful here among my berries
that linger by those feet i know

i feel myself begin to slip
as i watch the cookies fall apart
the powdery coated jar that held them
i decided to crush up

and now i slide down Demon's leg
on to a thing i knew so well
up, down, up, down, up, down, up!
a teeter-totter plays with me

the berries are still following me
but now they dont look very good
down
oh! but now they tempt me again
up
and now they dont, and now they do

so now i'm tumbling in a downward spiral
and thinking about these new discoveries
my ordinary world i knew
is comfortably not so ordinary

everything is dream-like
as i'm gliding by
curling myself around these things
like my lips with blueberry pie

and suddenly i land down hard
and take a few moments to understand this
all those things still whirl above me
except for the berries that seem attached

but they are the only things that are
since all i feel is emptiness
do i move or do i stay?
the sandwich is all moldy now

but i will eat it anyway
so the candies can fix this problem here
and He hands them to me carefully
and gives me a bubbly toxic chaser

and from that darkness i rise up
and see those brilliant blue balloons
the red one has gotten smaller now
but in a second i won't care

and now i'm drifting sweetly along
and humming tunes inside my head
dancing with my Demon Love
as He carries me to bed

and when i wake He will not be here
but that won't really matter to me
the bitter-sweetness of our love
will taste good on ice cream sundaes

~princess~