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Click hereEverything is more than it seems,
But nothing is ever enough
I push, pull and tear for my dreams,
But I’m always behind,
Conspiring with myself to destroy everything.
I feel empty, and although I haven’t changed at all,
I feel so different
My drive is gone, my confidence deflated,
My life feels so out of control,
But wasn’t it just inevitable,
To fall backwards, onto the little boy I was
I'm alone, but I have family and friends all around,
But I long to be loved, by another
Someone who can see me as worthy,
Someone who wants to be in my arms ,
As much as I want them to be there,
How much I love you, I can never express,
I may have never even met you,
But I feel that I will know what to say when I do,
And I hope you will too,
Where are you?
When will I find you?
How can you find me, when you don’t know where to look?
Whoever you are, I miss you, and I wish you’d come,
And free me again.