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Click hereI hate it now you felt so good
that you make me laugh and smile and cry and feel so deeply
I hate how I touched somewhere inside your soul
that we danced a dance far too short for this longing heart of mine
now all that's left is to smile and say it sure was sweet
I hate how I feel emptied and tired
and my desire once again suppressed beneath the heartache
I hate it that I love you enough
in all the right ways
to wish for you the things I myself did find in you
and once again I go on searching for
I hate that you know me better then it seems I know myself
I thought it simple to walk away
and in my desperation find meaning in what my yesterdays once held
I thought I could surrender to my flesh that screams in agony to be touched
but I can't
for as much as my body screams in lonely torment
my soul screams even louder
and no touch of body can satisfy the deepest longings of my restless heart
The gentle agony of love
"to wish for you the things I myself did find in you
and once again I go on searching for"
A hard concept to put into words
You did a very nice job of it