My Sensual Struggle

My Struggle...


May I surrender to You tonight?
May I give You My everything from deep within?
May I walk the tempted darkened edge with You?
Will You grab Me by My wrists.. and dangle Me over the edge.. slowly.. awakening My soul from deep inside?

A sensual struggle...
A fight to stay arise...
A scream baffled by Your beauty...
A touch forever lost within Your Dominance...

For one quick moment, take Me by My wrists and pull me into You...
Take Me and make Me Surrender and give up the fight...
Caress My mind and soul... with the slightest touch of Your words...
Speak and whisper softly into My ear... break Me... from the chains... of My forbidden struggles...

Let Me speak and communicate My needs and desires to You...
Allow Me to express My selfishness...
Look deep inside My soul and listen to My cries and surrender to You...
Free Me.. and allow Me to cry.. before You...

And when I struggle again... when I struggle to submit... and turn my head away from You to hide My tears...
Gently guide Me to look back into your eyes... and whisper ever so softly...
Whisper the words I need to hear...
Whisper the words I ache to hear...
Speak softly... and let Me listen...

Reach for Me and grasp My wrists tightly... and pull Me towards You...
Bring Me down to My knees before You...
And softly.. yet harshly... take Me over the edge...
Forbid the Sensual Struggle... and tell Me to give in...
Give in to Your Dominance and Control...
Give in to the owner of My heart and soul...
Struggle... it is no more... Sensual.. it is always...
The Control is yours...
The Sensual Surrender is mine.