Myself

I closed the door,
Remembering his face
As he kissed me goodnight
Thinking about the sweet wet of his lips
As he sucked mine into his mouth
And my soul into his body.

Like the devil he took what was left of me
And molded into what he wanted
And I let him.

I tear off my clothes
Ripping my bra nearly in half
Aching to touch
What he didn't
What he held himself back from doing.

I lay on the bed
Rubbing my legs with my hands,
Tossing my hair across the sheets
Writhing my skin
My hot skin
My hot naked skin
Across the bed
Grabbing at my breasts
Feeling the blood pinch in them
As I pinch and squeeze.
I place my pillow between my legs
As I move faster on the bed
Rolling
Rubbing
Licking my lips as my hands move down
Cupping my pussy
Rubbing my clit
Squeezing my fingers hard
Around the tight little bud
As I rub my hand back and forth
Up and down
Squeezing and pinching my clit with one hand
Squeezing and punching my left nipple with the other.

I imagine his face
I imagine his tongue rubbing against my lips
My wet
Soft
Pussy lips
Over my clit
Up the slit
And sinking completely into my wet tunnel.

I cum hard
Grabbing the sheet with both hands
As my body rocks over the bed
The sweat rolling off my skin
Onto my now wrinkled sheets
As I cry out into my pillow
And scream his name
Hearing it echo into the empty room
The tears welling into my eyes
As I wonder why he does this to me
And makes me do this to myself.