Need~

Sadness closes around
Taking my heart
  and stomping it
To the ground it goes
 Stomping
   Jumping
     Burying

Deep is my sorrow
Eyes filling with tears
Catching my breath
Oh, I cant breath
Pain clenching
  my heart and soul
Needing his love so

Seeing him leave
Pain
Hurt
Crying
Face aflame
Eyes tear stained
Grief
Heart broken
 
He left
Just left
He left me
Here without him
I just can not comprehend that
What have I done
What will I do
Without his love
Oh, I love him
Heart and soul
 
Feeling the pain
  shooting thru me
Hurt so bad
So deep
Feeling it to my toes
Withering my soul
Slicing me thru
Chopping me to bits

Eyes burning
Tummy so sick
Throat so tight
Oh Lord, what will I do
Help me
Please
Don't let it be this way
Don't let him leave
 
Please
Come back

Oh Please, I scream
   and shout
Come back here
Hands covering my tears
Cocooned in misery
Deep
  dark
     nothingness
 
It's over now
This I know
So dead inside
Nothing will ever
  grow again

Dead
Dead
Misery
Grabbing
Shaking
My body thru
 
Head down
Shoulders shake
Eyes filling
Grief overwhelms me
Loving him
  like no other before
No other ever again
So hurt
Alone
Craving that smile
That voice
That man
My man
 
Hurt slicing
  cutting
Don't leave me now
Never go
Please stay with me
Love me as I love you
"Oh baby" I cry
      please don't go
 
Falling to the ground
Shaking
Crying
Needing
 
Grief overwhelms
Consumes me
Drags me
Deep in its pit of hell
Never to return
Sorrow
Longing
Hurt
Alone
Dead inside
Without him
Without my man~