Nine Years Past

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The times have changed so much

Nine years, and you are still within my heart
Still the light radiates from within me
Every time you come close to me

I'm sorry I never told you before
I'm sorry my heart was too shy before
I wanted to tell you but was afraid
Afraid of what your response would be

I loved you as a child
I loved you as a teen
I love you even now
It's natural for me to love you so strongly

I have often dreamed of you
Felt your hands caressing me while in slumber
Sensed that you and I were becoming one flesh
Then only to awaken to a disappointing reality

Fantasies of you run rampant through this mind
I picture you in vivid detail,
Seeing you as I have never seen you before

My sensuous imagination helps me along
I feel you, I sense you
You're so close I can taste the lust in the air

You are so real, so tactile
I can reach out and touch your smooth, hot skin
Look into your dark brown eyes
As you pierce into my body, pierce into my soul

You are my first man
And you are my only man
These are the breathy words I say
As you create sensations of ecstasy within me


And then the silver-white moonlight wakens me
From the beautiful dream I was having
Sometimes my dream life is more interesting
And freer than my waking life

But I can still feel you within me
Somehow, I sense that you and I are bonded
Across distances, across barriers of the body
Our minds and souls connect, and are one

You may not love me in waking life
But in dreams you fill me with your desire
Shall I be content with such dreams
Until the end of my life?

My only wish is to make these dreams real
To share my life with you
Or share my life with no one
I love you and will never stop loving you

I'm sorry I didn't let you know before
I'm sorry I was too scared before
But I've told you now---can you forgive me?

I can't bear to think that you and I
Will never grace each other's sight again
My heart is torn, and my body cries out in sleep
Desperately desiring you

Unmarried I am, and unmarried I will stay
Virgin and untouched by the world
Unless you come back to me, wishing for me
The way I wish for you tonight

I love you, and I say it without hesitation
I feel so strongly that I cannot keep it within
If you do not return to me, then I will never
Love another as long as I live

I am perfectly content to live life without a man
My mind and soul are fine about it
My body's desires, however, are not
I do desire to feel you within me,
Taking me and making me yours

I ask of you: try our love again
Is there something, perhaps, we missed
In our first go-round?

I miss you, and I love you
Protected within my heart you will always be
Keep me in your heart as well,
Just in case you find I'm your soul mate after all.

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