Not Supposed To

I was not supposed to care for you.
I was not supposed to satisfy you.
I was not supposed to yearn for you.
I was not supposed to miss you.

I was not supposed to want you.
I was not supposed to crave you.
I was not supposed to lust for you.
I was not supposed to desire you.

I was not supposed to fancy you.
I was not supposed to worship you.
I was not supposed to delight you.
I was not supposed to watch you.

I was not supposed to itch for you.
I was not supposed to thirst for you.
I was not supposed to long for you.
I was not supposed to wish for you.

I was not supposed to love you.
I was not supposed to obsess on you.
I was not supposed to seek you.
I was not supposed to. I was not supposed to.