Once a Friend nothing more

It seems like everyday I'm hurdling over a new obstacle

Why can't it be like back then when your only fear was dropping your Popsicle?

I try so hard to see through what my heart so deeply wants me to see

But I drive myself crazy to the point where I just have to let everything be

Are you leading me on or are you really being serious

Sometimes I feel so into you and others I feel like I'm going delirious

I'm getting mixed signals and heart stopping moments when I'm with you

What I've expressed to you is so true

But sometimes it's like you have no clue

Then of course I feel so blue

I CANNOT put into words what you mean to me and if I could I'd never stop speaking

My heart is pierced and the blood is leaking

I find myself always seeking

But never finding

You're blinding

I promise you, you'll never find me hiding

I offer myself over and over again, until the end

But how much more can I allow my heart to bend

Before it gets to the point where it will get to means of no mend

I don't know how much more love my heart can possibly send

Do you expect me to be ok with hearing you call me your best friend?

No matter what life chooses it's you I'll forever defend to the very end

I guess you just have to let me dream

Continue to let me think I'll be with you and smile with a gleam

Guys try to talk to me left and right and I continue to put up a fight

Not giving them a chance, why, because my heart is stuck on your sight and all your delight

I love how you look I love the sound of your voice, and your touch drives me wild; I love your smile and your eyes put me in a trance

You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen and I get lost in them with every glance

Your smile is cute and it lights up your whole face

I love the way your face turns to stone, never showing a smile in trace

Hearing your voice is the most comforting sound

In your voice comfort is found

I wait to hear you precious tone come through the phone

Without you here with me I feel so alone

I've made you my life, my time always open for only you

Now that you're gone I have so much free time and I never know what to do

I'm sitting here at home going crazy over you

I hate that we never talk and when we do we usually end up in a fight

You think it's my fault, but think about it, I have a right

I think about you each and every night

There's not a minute in a day that goes by where you're not on my mind

Lost in thoughts of you comfort I find

Can't you see, I'm lost in you, everything about you, you make me blind

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