Once your angelbyrose butterfly©
I was once your angel
Now I live in chains
Chains that bind and restrict
And make me not me anymore.
Once a beauty
Loving, full of compassion and hope
When the storms hit
I have become hopeless and torn.
I used to be yours
Now I am not even my own
I wander in darkness and in confusion
Trying to fill the void of your love.
Once..........I was your angel
You loved me
You held me
I was yours.
Once............my love for you
Radiated like beams from within
Now this coldness and bitterness
Steals any light that tries to enter.
I want to be your angel
I want to feel your love
I need you more than I ever have
But I can not tell you.
See to let you know
Is admitting that I am weak
That I can not care for myself
In this frustrating life.
But I need you
The truth is......I have always needed you
But my lips won't utter it
My voice....it will not say it.
Will you ever know
The love I miss
The way we once were
When I was once...........YOUR ANGEL.