One Wish

In the future I wished to be cremated.
Not a discussion, nor to be debated.

I don't want anyone to look at my corpse.
If you wish to stay you can of course.

Being left in ashes is not so bad.
No need for you to feel so sad.

Soon I'll be out and left to scatter.
I hope someone does it on a ladder.

Here and there I'll be far away.
Dropping towards the nearest bay.

Whether it snows or it rains.
I'll be free from all my pains.

I want no one to even start crying.
It's bad enough when I felt like dying.

Forget your sorrows, forget your tears.
After this day you'll be going for beers.

I want no sympathy from any of you.
Once it's over you'll have nothing to do.

Show all your pain if you will.
You are stuck here with the bill.

Scatter what's left, I don't care.
No one's around to even stare.

I want the urn to be painted in gold.
Described the way I was then told.

When you release me, you must be careful.
Having my ashes on you won't be helpful.

Do it right and I'll feel better.
Just like I said on my last letter.

After I'm gone what will you miss?
A dark and gloomy day like this.