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I weep not for the sorrow in the past
But for the sorrow that is yet to come
All the angst that you have cast
Upon me as though I were scum
What the fuck?!
It's not as though
I want it to flow
The ridiculous
Pain that strains
Through what I can't attain
And if I could, how could I sustain
I can't explain
I can't restrain
My disdain for every grain
That has drained
Everything from the bloodstained
Walls of my brain
Now there's nothing I can do
Now I'm racked with this hate
How can I construe
I need to die and avoid my fate
Because I'm fucking doomed
Like you care