Open Letter To C....

How can I describe
The way you make me feel
These desires that have been seeded in me
My heart beating rapidly
My stomach all a flutter
My nervousness
Lifted to heightened levels
How I wish I could show you
How I wish you were here
If only for one night
I’d kiss you from head to toe
I’d ask you to make sweet love to me
All night
Touch me
Caress me
Show me how much you care
Please me
Thrill me
Rock my world
And then do it all over again
I wish I could hear you
Wish I could hear the sincerity
When you have something to say to me
How am I to know your true feelings
To know whether you care at all
I want so much for you to feel the same
I try to contain these feelings
But they just want to explode from me
I try not to rush
I try to remain calm
But I cannot help the way I feel
You’ve done this to me
You, and only you
Can you comprehend that
Does it compute
Does it matter at all to you
I wonder if you think I’m just some toy
To play with
If my emotions mean anything to you at all
I wonder if you even realize
How much you’ve affected me
Why do I feel this way
Why do I run to you
Why do I have such a strong urge
To be yours
Should I turn away
Should I stop this madness
Or do you crave it just as much as I do
Are your feelings as strong as mine
Or am I just some fool
That’s let emotions drown me
I want to crawl inside your head
Find out your thoughts
Do I please you
Do you want me
As much as I want you
Are you dying without me
The way that I am withering away without you
Yes, I know it can never be
But I cannot contain the way I feel
I need to yell it at the top of my lungs
The way you make me feel
It may sound foolish
You may think I’m acting silly
A bit ridiculous even
Maybe I am
But fate can be strangely funny at times
You came into my life
Somehow or another
Now I find myself wrapped around your finger
Ask, and I shall do
I want to be yours completely
There’s just something about you
I’m drawn to you
Like a moth is to a flame
Burn me
Scorch me
Fill me up with your desire
Give me all your passion
Don’t ever stop
Make me yours
If only in your dreams
Take me
Fullfill me
Never leave me
Love me