Outcast

I hate this misery tonight
I miss him even more

I wonder if he misses me too
It's just not easy to let go

His smile still haunts my dreams
And his eyes

Brown and soft like a doe's
Hair that curled so naturally

My beloved! I hated to see him depart
Cupid had shot my heart with a sharp arrow

And pierced it quite through
But now it broke apart

Red blood flowed fresh from the wound
I knew that I was doomed

Because the blood so pure and fresh
Was bound to slag and slow

Eventually, it turned black
For the wound needed a lover

To tend it
And that I did sorely lack

I wept bitter tears of pain and sorrow
I had no clue what Fate had in store

I prayed this pain would end
I could take no more

But what is this I see through my tearful gaze?
The Dark Lord Satan stands tall and and dark

He holds out his arms
And bids me come and embrace

Long has he hungered for this opportunity
He wished to take my pain away

Make me one
With him in perfect unity

He kissed me so tenderly
It took my breathe away

He whispered sweet promises in my ear
While he held me near

His hands, soothed and caressed me
They eased my pain away

I leaned in closer and realized
This is where I want to stay

He will wipe away my tears
My wound, he will tend

Satan was always my lover
My darling, my friend

But the price for this is high
I will always remain an outcast

I care little for consequences
I have found him, at last