outside with these thoughts

just for a moment
in the cool quiet outside
a walk for my breath
and leave from your side

do you know how crazy
how strangely i've felt
after all these years
and now i just melt

no one can ever know
no one i can tell
these odd things i think
and how my emotions just swell

you tease now
you touch
my back or my butt
yet never that much

you know i know
you know i respond
we never say the words
but our hands way too fond

i touch at you
you feel them stay
i turn my head
you never look away

how long will you tease
how much can i stand
if i don't just leave
oh where will we land

because i tell you right now
with my eyes up at you
dont start down this path
and not follow through