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How or why do I let myself be drawn into such situations?
Why do I feel like I’m on the outside looking in?
Will I ever have the fulfillment or joy of belonging?
Masochistic tendencies manifest on a range of levels.
One is the feeling of deprivation.
The experience we share.
Do I feel deprived?
At the moment, No.
After the moment, Yes.
Why am I drawn to you?
Why do I need you?
If the very reason I need you is the fact that you ignore me?
If that is true then there is no hope.