Pay Per View

PAY PER VIEW

remember me? i'm the one you met
through the personal site.
every day that goes by,
i've been wondering what it be like
to get real with someone.
i have so much to offer,
but having my pictures and webcam up online
just isn't cutting it - these days.
the guys i've been meeting are so insecure,
and i'm so confused on what a real man is.
i really don't want to grab a drink,
or be spontaneous, and I don't really like
using all them toys to please.
but the money is really nice.
i'm really not this way,
but i have to pay for college
and my parents won't help.
working a job that pays
only minimum wage - doesn't cut it!!
can you see where i'm coming from?
i'd really like to change my ways,
and if you are really nice to me,
i might actually go out with you.
we can't have sex -
as hard as that is to understand,
because i'm very shy
once reality comes into play.
so, if you wouldn't mind
doing me this huge favor -
write me a poem,
and i promise to put it on my site -
after all i'm not real...
it's just an invite,
and if you are lucky for once -
it will be pay per view.

XOXOXO Tristan