Pen and Paper

The room spins
hands over my face
the screaming in my head
just getting louder

why won't it stop
what does it want
my ears start to hurt
pressure in my head building

i open my mouth to scream
silence
the voice stops
and laughs

no one can hear you
your mine
my puppet
my toy

i drop to my knees
pain shoots through me
not a sound excapes me
whats happening!?

then i find pen
paper
i start writing
the voice unable to stop me

i write with passion!!!
i write in bold
i write with lines
he cant stop me

apathy blocks my voice
the guard on my heart keeping all inside
but the pen breaks through
and tells the whole story