Pipe dream

Last night I dreamt of
the last time I saw you (2 months ago,
when I was still
pretending I didn't smoke anymore
and before you started fucking your
yoga instructor).

You hadn't been able to come to
my office party because you wanted
to go out with friends and I'd been angry
for some reason.

You crept into my bed like an unspoken
apology some time after midnight--
me, trying to act like I was asleep,
you, pressing your bared skin against my back
and slipping cold fingers under the edge of my
t-shirt.

You whispered in my ear
I know you're awake
because your cock is hard
And you could tell because your hand
was on it under my boxers and so I gave up,
turned to face you,
my hands moving quickly on your legs
like they were pulling up stockings.

Dreamt I was kissing you, woodpecker fast,
fingers tugging insistently at your breasts, your nipples
hard against my tongue, could feel your gasps in my hair.

Fingers moving down paper stomach to the wetness
spilling out between your legs,
I think I laughed at your eagerness.

You smothered my laugh with your lips,
shoving boxers off my legs like
you were Muhammad Ali and
they were Joe Frazier,
wrapped your hand around my cock and then,
sliding yourself down under the covers,
wrapped your mouth around it.

I wrapped my hand in your hair,
head thrown back in
the kind of dream ecstasy that
fills your head with buzzing.

I had to pull you off me before I came.
We were both breathing hard, ship sails
in heavy wind, but I pushed you down onto the bed
anyway.

You didn't make a sound when I slid inside you,
but you bit your lip and your eyes rolled back a
little in your head and I remember
thinking that it was cute.

You made sounds when I started moving in and out,
little throat-heavy cries as you dug your nails into my back
like you were trying to pull me farther into you.

I started slow at first, ocean wave in-and-out
and then I couldn't control myself,
like my cock was an animal with a mind of its own.
I pounded into you until you couldn't make a noise.

Your mouth was open but nothing was coming out.

When we came, we came together,
my cock spasming inside you,
you writhing around it.

I woke up right after that with an erection.
Got a drink of water from the bathroom sink,
mouth at the faucet, smoked cigarette, went back to sleep.