Poetry/prose...a bunch of words?

I LOVE you...you think I don't but I do.
You broke me down you broke my heart
AND I broke you...I broke us!
I broke ME!!!
I LOVE you. What the hell am I doing what the hell am I THINKING cuz cuz cuz just becuz I love you...it breaks my heart...SPIN SPIN SPIN...whirl around with my heart out watching the poles and the lights and the pretty ponies swirl...just a silly, silly, stupid shallow little girl...who holds her heart in a cage cuz cuz cuz...once upon a time when..oh gods and oh all my goddesses...that BAD man broke her heart and that little girl grew up A FEARED...
You think I don't love you...but I DO.
And I know I know I KNOW...you might just be the best thing that ever tried to happen to me...but still still still that little girl is curled up tight in a corner where the poles and the ponies and the lights don't reach...and she's still thinking she's NOTHING but a rotten, bad girl-still begging forgiveness out of tear glitter eyes and all she wants is just to NOT be hurt again...wailing all quiet...I'm a GOOD girl!
And I DO love you.
You KNOW I do...
It's only the silly little girl...crying when you leave her just cuz cuz cuz she's just just a stupid silly little thing that I HATE curled up whimpering against the lights and the poles and the ponies cuz she's SCARED...
And do you...do you do you...do you REALLY love her??? Or are you just gonna leave her...once upon what might a been a dream...curled up around the ponies that kick...the poles that splinter...the lights that hurt her shying away eyes...still trying sooo hard to hold onto her once upon a dream!
I LOVE you. What the hell am I doing what the hell am I THINKING cuz cuz cuz just becuz I love you...it breaks my heart.
You think I don't love you...but I DO.
And I know I know I KNOW...you might just be the best thing that ever tried to happen to me...but still still still that little girl is curled up tight in a corner where the poles and the ponies and the lights don't reach...and she's still thinking she's NOTHING but a stupid little girl-still begging forgiveness out of tear glitter eyes and all she wants is to just please please please NOT be hurt again...wailing quietly...trying to remind...she's a GOOD GOOD girl!
And I DO love you.
And I DO love her!
You KNOW I do...
Silly little girl...crying when you leave her just cuz cuz cuz just inside is that stupid silly little THING...not a girl...a wretched little twisted used abused THING....not a girl NOT NOT NOT a girl- that I HATE curled up whimpering against the lights and the poles and the ponies cuz she's SCARED...
And do you...do you do you...do you REALLY love her??? Or are you just gonna leave her...once upon what might a been a dream...curled up around the ponies that kick...the poles that splinter...and lights that hurt those shuddering away eyes...trying sooo hard, to hold onto SOMETHING...maybe a once upon a dream???