Point of Decision

Be careful with this note; my heart is here
Between these lines. I feel that we have gone
For too long now in little stops without
The final step. I want to have you love
Me totally, possess me all the way
And open up horizons new to me.
I want to have you touch me, fill me where
No one has ever gone, to ravish me.

So please respond before timidity
Asserts itself again and I withdraw
Into my virgin shell, there to remain
Perhaps forever. Save me from myself
And give me all you have; my body's yours!
I'm waiting for you in my negligee.

My sweet angelic love, so full of life,
(Though not so innocent as yesterday,
I say with joy). I am so fortunate
That you would choose to let me be the first
To enter you. Your breasts were soft and white
Beneath your gown and shivered at my touch
When I caressed them in your bed last night;
The hair between your legs was wet for me.

Then when you undressed me and I lay nude
Beside you, and you reached for me and held
The evidence upstanding of my love
And guided it to where it ached to be...
Then when it touched your hymen you surged up
And pushed me in and broke it for all time.

Dear, when I joined you in your bed last night
And lay between your legs I did not know
The tigress I was letting from its cage.
I slid beyond the outer gate, prepared
And waiting for me, then the barrier
Was struck that blocked the way to womanhood.
Your hips leapt up to force me in; it gave...
And then I plumbed your tight and sweet hot depths.

I opened up Pandora's box in yours;
For as I stroked and stretched and filled you up
Your passion grew and grew without respite.
Your legs snaked round, your nails dug in my back,
And when we found release you gave a cry
That haunted me and made me love you more.

My kind and gentle lover, I can't say
How far you went beyond my dreams of you.
And if I have regrets about last night,
It's that we did not do it long ago.
Your skilful loving hands brought ecstacy
To anywhere you touched, to belly, breasts,
And to the region that had ached the most,
That place that more than hands would open up.

And when you passed beyond the labia
And touched the center of my doubts and fears,
I took control; a sting, and that was that.
Your warm invader seemed to have no end,
Expanding me until I reached the stars,
And cried out in my love for you and life.