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To say it was difficult
Is a gross understatement...
  But I persevered.  I tried...
    (I did my best) ...I swear.
    My worst enemy became my best friend,
For a time.
    I thought he wanted to help.
    (I wanted so desperately to trust him)
  Was he being selfish?
I cannot say with any amount of certainty,
  But I can say, without a doubt in my mind,
    That he was lying to himself...
    ...About everything...
    (Even me)
And I got so drawn into it,
So consumed by his
Self-righteous I-can-do-no-wrong way of thinking.
                ...So drawn in...
   Consumed, to the point where I trusted him more
Than anything else in the world.
  And the sad thing is...
    The truly sad thing is...
      (I never trusted him)
    ...Everything was second to what he wanted.
  I was blind.
    I was stupid.
  (God, I want this to go away...)
        Anything to make it go away...