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Click hereI need to be purged, annihilated, destroyed
The feeling needs to be driven out banished, avoided, ignored
Without it I can return to who I was cool, calm, empty
Instead I trapped between who I was and who she made me, warm, happy, loving
What I am is confused, hurt, alone
If I can be cleansed, purified and purged I can be who I was
That's what I want, need, desire
Back to who I was before she gave me life, feelings, love
I want go back and just be, exist, stagnate.