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Click hereWandering.
Alone, yet not.
It is like I want to be miserable.
You hold your hand to me.
Maybe it would work.
But I cant try. I don’t want to hurt you.
Or you to hurt me.
My very life, it seems, rests upon your shoulders.
But I can’t just let you hold me.
Isn’t it ironic?
I ask you… expect you to be the bearer of my
self.
But when will I relax enough for you to take me
I give
But I withhold.
For nothing.
There is no reason you shouldn’t have me.
But for all the reasons I can’t have you.
No one can reach me.
Least of all myself.
And so I write.
Hoping one day to work through all my
Quirks.
Hoping my reckless heart will
Wane.
Give me some peace.
I cant decide
What I need to do to be
normal
Please say you will stay?
I need you.