Religion Reincarnated

Lulling me into a blissful arena where lilies wrestle with the dawn
Each pulling for dominance against a faded glorious grey and purple sky
I watch as the wings of my adultry flit about in the sacred days of old
'Tis but a moment of my time before I am to be sanctified to the will of that goddess
Who's angry torrent of deceitful words barrade my ears with the solitude of what
Tommorow shall bring.
And yet I rest, so peaceful now.
Basking in the glow of my creation, my own private sanctuary
My nights have long since gone with the trepidation of any creature
Frightened by the intensity of my afterthoughts, of my forward glances
I watch, ever so slightly my position changes
Ever so lightly my scenery shifts
And I'm left in the ruins of my land, as I grasp the chance to start over
A new beginning, and I shall kiss the sky as I dream
It's simply sleep, alone, so restful...
I know I shant be here long, so I shall rest my tiresome longings
Upon your lap of repressed regret
And I know here I'll be safe, here I shall be cherished
For the damned soul that I posess
My light breaths caress the thighs I hold so close
And my eyes flutter into a soft blessed darkness
And I know I'm safe here
As I await the return of my creation
As I await that riteous day of loving, nurturing hands...
Blessed Mother please do not fail me now
I depend on you for myself, for my will
And as I fly into your world I know I shall return someday
Please allow me the wisdom to appreciate this
The second time around.