Resonance

From the Ocean a piercing resounding shout "I will be back!"
A new path will be set!
The Fallen Phoenix has become a Dark Angel

Life is a constant flux of Evolution
I so miss Julie and then
There are moments I so want to become Transient
I am caught in the middle, a perpetual tug of war
But I do carry the hope that
There is a light at the end of the dark tunnel
Where love is concerned.

It is time to begin the beginning
The resonance is calling forth and old paths are disintegrating
I cannot live in the past nor do I want the return of the past
I have so far lived a life made and truly molded from the past
No-more!

The Resonance starts to shake
Dissolving the old path that was so set for Julie
"That is enough" a voice calls forth
"You have to move forward now!"

I really missed what I had with Julie
I feel it in every pore of my body,
Its in the 5 years of memories and even my dreams
Every part of me fell totally in love with her
And chosen her as the woman I wanted to settle down with

Now a year later, I am left with the feeling
That its all done for me
I don't think I will find someone as her and how she sated me
I am alone now, a craving lonely heart.
The broken.

"Wake Up!" the voice exclaims
The whole Ocean resonates
"You will find someone who deserves you"
The darkness shimmers and the shadows around me part
"You fucking fool, is this what you want?"
The Ocean becomes a screen
Showing my ex in the throes of passion with another
In the time we were together
"Is it!?"
I close my eyes and yell out
"No"