Rock Bottom

Rock bottom, your life sucked so bad
Rock bottom, I guess your time with me was so sad.
I guess it was not real, your love, your touch,
I guess I was fooled, blinded by giving so much.
Of my life, my heart, my body I gave,
But it still wasn't enough for you to save.
Your life is now filled with tits and ass and pussy,
Happy easy girls that are not so fussy.
So my calls and requests fall on your deaf ears,
Which kills my soul after all these years.
Your life is too good now to be dragged back to this place,
You don't want to see the tears stream down my face.
But I cry as I write this, my heart is in shreds,
I never thought we would be here, I had this vision in my head.
Of the Christmas Eve of 2006, and other special nights,
When I thought you really loved me, and our future looked so bright.
But somewhere you decided I was trying to take from you,
But all I really wanted and begged for, was for you to be true,
To your words, to your promises, I thought you knew,
That I would have treasured it all, anything you gave of you.
I can't believe at this moment I will never see you again,
I can't believe at this moment I will ever be alright again.
These feelings that I have, feelings that are clearly not returned,
As you said "I know I shit on you", you'd think I would have learned.
I prayed for you, pined for you, for god damn five years,
Only to be left as a memory that you probably want to disappear.
I am hope you find the tone and tightness you seek,
But hard to believe with the company you now keep.
So mean to say, your Scorpion stinger straight to my heart,
You are leaving Florida, leaving me again, you depart.
Without a goodbye, keeping us apart,
You don't want to see again,
Your rock bottom.