Scar Me

I can't take this
Life is agony
Gentle fingers caressing skin
Stop strangling me

I won't speak if you cease
It'll happen on its own
I only wish it would
An ending is what I yearn


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scar me
cut me
leave me to drain
use me
lose me
let me feel the pain


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My chest aches
I can't breath
My wounds sting
Can't you hear me?

It won't get better
The pain never ends
You exist to torture me
My tears will never mend


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scar me
cut me
leave me to drain
use me
lose me
let me feel the pain
why won't you let me?
why won't you leave?
all this confusion...


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Death won't hurt me
Life it the cause
The way you entrap me
only opens doors

I shouldn't be complaining
although I've lost my way
Even when I'm happy
I know you're here to stay


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scar me
cut me
leave me to drain
use me
lose me
let me feel the pain
why won't you let me?
why won't you leave?
all these contradictions...
please kill me