Seeing Isn't Always Believing

Here I go
getting the binoculars out
trying to spot
what's not there.
You wouldn't think
a middle child
would have so much trouble
with in between.
The unanswered questions
say you're suspicious
and didn't you forget
my big day?
So why are my eyes
still focused
in anticpation
of what was said?
Oh yes,
you remember,
but your mouth
never went there.
While I sucked up
so many tales
from such
a tall man.
And I can,
I can,
I can
look away.
Tomorrow
maybe
or perhaps
the next day.