sex with alex

sex
with alex
is
like this:

quick strip
dive under blanket
bite on lip

tentative call
intake of breath - when he appears in the hall
tall
and tan
with those effing sexy hands
- quirk at the side
of those lips

quick slip
- clutch blanket harder -
and suddenly he's closer.

chest tightens slightly
when he takes off his shirt lightly
and runs his hand -

up one leg
higher
closer
tighter

one finger

is all it takes.

mouth on mouth
soft and hard and wet.

whispers that he's heavy
don't you know I can take you?
I want you
I want you please.
hard and full - hip to hip
gently slip
the head in
gasp
for breath
and he pushes up
hard and full

flip around
watch his eyes lower
glaze with desire
watch his face
his beautiful face
as he slides in
gasp
for breath
and he pushes in
and out
and in
slide your hands
over his skin
over and under
his chest and face
and lips and hips
memorising
each part of him
for the lonely days to come.

moan
his name
again
and again
over
and over
alex
alex
alex

do you know
what it means?
it means I love you
and I want you
and I am
so happy
to be here
under you
so happy
to be
part of you
to
have you
inside me.

why don't you kiss me
when you ride me
why don't you love me
?

i never knew when you came.

only knew,
when I slid down
the length of your body
to slip you in my lips
that I wish you'd want me as much as that.

watch
your eyes darken
for my lips and tongue
and fingers

do you know
what it means?
each kiss
and lick
it means I love you
want to give you
everything you want
from me.
it means
I'll give it to you
even if
you don't ever want me.

why didn't you kiss me
when you rode me
why didn't you love me
?

slip back up to your lips
loving the feel
of your skin on mine
your hands on me

watch you
can't help but stare

you're so beautiful.

and that annoying stud
is so freaking sexy.
makes me want
to bite you
kiss you
ride you.

sex
with alex
is
like this.

lying on his bed
watching
as he walks away
and comes back to say

Put your clothes back on.