Sexual Encounters

You will marry this guy,
The doctor you are talking about so long.

You look quiet determined this time.

There was nothing special about you
I desired you for your sexual appeal
Your hunger for sex.

Coming from a traditional family
You strongly believed in wedlock and matrimony.

Like every traditional minded girl
You were always cautious and calculated with men
Ignoring every possible suitor around you
Looking for the best of them.

Till you became a pretty spinster
Still a virgin at the age 33
Who didn't’t have a sexual life of her own.

And you found this doctor
Who had two kids from his first marriage.

That was your story.

As a healthy man
I was intended to do the my service
Delivering my sexual gifts for free
Planning to stay as friends
And acting normal in the work place
Having sex in my apartment.

This were the simple rules of the game
Which you didn't know.

You acted as a slick and a lousy bitch
You wanted to be at the control
To manipulate people around you
Playing games with me.

If we put it right,you blew it
Nobody get laid at the end
Because of you.

Like every insecure people
You looked something to rely on.

In this case
It was finding solace in marriage
And conjugate sex.

Now you are telling to the people around you
That you are on the right path
That you are made the right decision
At the end.

Go for it baby, marry with this guy
It is not a big deal
At least you will a sexual experinece
Before you die.

As for me,
I don’t need marriage to get laid like yourself
There will be other sexual encounters
As long as my manhood functions.

Who knows ?
Maybe you will change your mind some day
Maybe we will have sex in the future
Without any bond.

Hasan Ali Tokuqin
Istanbul/Turkey