She is lost forever

She is lost forever, the girl I dearly loved.
We started off when teenagers, we had hardly lived.
When we first met her hair was reddish in the hue,
Her eyes a glint of green or where they blue?
Her boosom firm and perky her smile alive and cheeky,
With a waist so tiny, she blossomed as her hips grew shapely.
I suggested she shouldn’t part her hair.
I told her that I loved her – I didn’t mean to scare.

So then she wondered was I the man for her eternal?
She had to know so she went out with him nocturnal
What did she do undercover ?
When she went out with another.
How was her night of dalliance?
It must have been enough to make her see sense?

Blissfully unaware my love for her grew into a passion.
I was so rapted! I asked for his permission
My family was happy for me, even if it seemed to come from the blue.
We married fast a honeymoon ensued, but for me her body seemed taboo.
We could only afford a small and sparsely furnished flat,
but home we called it with at the door a mat.

We spent on alcohol and fun, but fought more than we loved.
It didn’t seem right for me and my beloved.
She felt I didn’t cherish my wife & mate,
I only wondered why she would not mate.
Then one night out of bed I got and went and looked, then shut the door,
My wife naked, my friend between her legs on the floor.

Things got worse, a lot worse, but together we hung.
Then one day we were blessed with our beautiful son.
We had a house, a car, a family, and then guess what a little girl.
Money was scarce; I worked my hardest then on my feet I fell.
Years had passed my friend returned
But unfortunately my wife naked to him she yearned.
As I didn’t know, I continued to strive and sow and more in love I fell.
Another girl and bigger house, one more girl, my god – bloody hell.

I was happier and more in love than ever before.
I had forgotten that terrible night on the floor.
My wife did not share with me, a computer she found to deceive,
Our baby was but one, it was so soon since her last time to conceive.
A horrible man who called her nasty names invited her to a fuck fest..
His cock was huge, her lust was wanton, I can only guess he was the best.

Still so happy in my life and total unconsciousness
I didn’t think I deserved so much, it must surley be a nonsense.
My business grew, my children grew, my love grew, it grew, it grew.
The horrible man had been replaced with another yet I never knew.
That in love for the first time my pretty wife escaped,
With this man so far from us misplaced.
I was not worthy, children meant nothing, possessions count for naught
So much so she fucked another just before she was caught.

That horrible night I will never forget , I found on the computer a signal to distress
I slept fitfully and sad, I waited all night, then I asked, what is with this email address
She cried and caved in, she told me all she thought I ought to know
I have written about some others but my brother – how could it be so.
Some years have passed and I have cried, I have tried, but mostly cried.
I wish oh how I wish, that the secret was not true or that instead I died.

She is lost forever, the girl I dearly loved.