Slave

slave
uncollared
unkempt
disared not
try not to yeild me
ruled by self
weakened, tired, desperate
held in strong hands
gentle hands
rough calaced hands
hold me sloser
never to kneel before you
girl submitting to an unknowing man
weakened heart and mind
my collar fades
i die slowly
quietly
shyly
Domineering friends notices all
looking at me like a newspaper add
"slave for sale"
i try to please
kneeling before you eventually
whimpering to your belt
nuzzling you
cooing to your touch
controlling my obvious instincts
my needs fufiled
until my mind opens
tears
oh the tears
hours of tears
murmers are spoken
"i am a whore, pathetic, worthless, just a bad person"
his eyes so tender
"no, no, your not"
my needs fufiled bt the wrong man
ache embedded in my heart
the pain so real
i hate
myself.
numbness prevails
isolate myself
closterphobic
panic
the numb
death covers my emotion
the world stopped
i wont
i can't
tell him
no!
the hands
they hold
carass
love me still
breathing stops
the tears, they fall
the numbness prevails
my mind it aches
to be forgiven
but no, don't tell.
my mind, it stops
the room, it spins
my feet tire
my body sways
the pounding of my skull
it's neverending
my needs unfilled
the damage unmending
exhaustion brings sleep
along with my ending
I hate myself
the damage unmending
Controlled by the wrong Man
a slave to many.