So Many Feelings

So many feelings wash over me
Happiness as soon as you are near
Joy at the sound of your voice
Sadness when you have to leave
A feeling comes when we say goodnight
I don't want to let you go
I feel it building up in me
Wanting to say something
But, I push it back down
Afraid that it's not the right thing to say
Afraid that it's not the right time
Afraid that I will mess things up
Then I wonder if I'm too attatched
If my feelings are true
I wonder if by saying anything
It would make you more attatched to me
Thus, making it easier for me to hurt you
I don't want to say anything
To mess up what we have
At the same time
I want to stop you and tell you
What I'm feeling
Alas, I bite my tongue
Afraid of the consequences
So many things I'm feeling
If only you could read my mind
To discover all of them for yourself