Spring Again.

I anxiously witness, stiff, fleshy cocks, jammed on and sucked by like nature.
Princes go down, spring inspires the rage, lengthy stems, and core girths are reigned on.

I am one, sown; scenery inclined me twice, to give in,
Teemed with brutal passion of a guy’s rite
to alcohol, brotherhood, love and autonomy.

I see a piece of me is hidden in contradiction now; straight, I travel off course, in denial.
However you interpret me, A’s set seed to muck, the second an unrealized love affair.
Two tastes in vain, I could have gone either way, rich nutrients spring healthy flowers.
I tried to kill them but wouldn’t, I tried not to care for them, I couldn’t, I hide them.
Intruder of influence, I try to erase certainty in you.

Impossible, denial corrupts guilty minds worse.
Youth’s two fold blunder fed no perceptible need, each fall at tempt I protect my soul
From more messy dealings amplifying shameful feelings, dive into a closet, Hide.

Obscurity is now my hedonic supreme, cared for, a seed does not die it flourishes
Anxiously grows to feel the warm sun, and raging princes who reign on length and girth.
I grow in strength, knowing my life is equal to all the other flowers on this earth
Our nature cultivates beauty to worker bees and princes. Come and get me.
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