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Click hereWhere does this all come from, my thought's
are so dark, I feel so alone and yet I'm not.
I feel like a stranger lost in a sea of agony
and dispare - lost in a nightmare to deep to
ever return from it with my soul intact.
Voices scream within my head, demanding
to be heard - yet I fear what they say.
Thought's to dark and dangerous to share
with anyone for fear of what the one's who
say they love me will think - worried that
they may begin to think differently about
me and not love me as they did.
Oh the problem's I have
made for myself
such lies I have told.
Would they ever believe me?
How could they?
Why should they?
Oh the dispare and misery that torment's
me night and day - how much longer in
agony will I be made to suffer this way.
All hope is gone from my life, I have
surrendered myself to this darkness that
surround's me - all light has faded from
my world, no love or joy can enter here
the gates are closed forever to any
happiness that I might have had in this life.
Forever in darkness shall I remain.
You'd think this would be the perfect site for sharing your dark thoughts with strangers who might feel the same, but as I can see from the las comment, not a chance. Journals are boring. I've kept several. All they do is show you how naïve you once were. Sharing with human beings, even online, is much more theraputic, and takes a LOT of courrage. We who write KNOW. You don't feel like your poetry all the time, just once in a while, and the fleetingness makes it all the more beautiful! And one spelling error isn't going to diminish the average reader's enjoyment. That commentator is an ass.
thought's to dark= "thoughts TOO dark".. America is doomed with all the ignorant people trying to write who haven't even completed 3rd grade English. all this deserves is a back click. And IF your life sucks so bad, keep a journal, don't spill it on the page for us all to gag over because you will not get pity from this selfish bunch here