Tears Show My Fears

I'm sorry I have to cry
Sorry I feel like I want to die
I can't help how I feel
I wish my heart wasn't part of the deal

Sadly it is part of me
From it I can never flee
When someone who was in there so deep
I find out of them I can't keep

I want to shout "NO FAIR!"
Or act as if I don't care
Instead though I shed tears
To the surface comes all my fears

I hit depression
Sadness is my only expression
I want things back the way they were
The way they were before he met "her"

I feel like she's taken all I am
She moved in on him quiet as a lamb
But as mean as a lion
And now inside I am dyin'

But my insides are seeping out
And my lip forms a pout
My eyes are red and burn
Cause she took what I yearn

I have no right to wine
Cause he truly wasn't mine
I wish though he was with me
So my heart again could be free

When and if that time will happen
I know my heart will mend
Till that time there'll be tears
With them will come all my fears