- Non-Erotic Poetry
- tears so large that they end me
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Ok here we go again
I’m mentally preparing myself for the inevitable
the last time we were here was hard enough
this time I’m scared
I no longer have hope that you will be supportive
or faithful
I no longer have hope that
you will understand and appreciate me
I think this is my fault
why am I still so desperately
trying to prove my worth to you
when I already know that I am worthy
of more than this
in my mind it is already beginning
to end
I am too needy to approach this alone
I am beginning to understand I will never be
half of the whole
I am already cracked in half
I am not half of the whole
I am half of myself
will money make the change
I doubt it
money will make the arrogance that you already have
far worse
in the future
will you be content
to buy your love
always knowing that it is false
you would I know
false love is what you really yearn for
after all
real love requires responsibility
and a giving nature you have never had
I am tired of the giving
and I am angry inside
I want to yell
I want to cry tears so large that they end me
I don’t want the stigma anymore
unwanted unworthy
and it will come
I don’t want to be less
I want to be more
and I can’t
I am locked up inside this gilded cage
maybe if I’m good I’ll get out
