Tesseract

My mind is a whirlwind of emotions
Dreams like mirages have ended and cleared
I open my eyes and I am in an empty and hot dessert
I look up and around me and I am within a tesseract
And all around me I see people stare down at me through the transparent walls
And these people laugh and point at me

I shout at them and wail and they can't hear me
I am shouting out at everybody and nothing
I fall to my knees and I see my ex laugh at me and then turn to a man
And infront of me kiss him passionately and deeply.
My eyes well up and tears flood.
I close my stinging eyes and wish to be anywhere but here.

I open my eyes and all around is darkness
Dark, silent and oppressive.
The walls of the tesseract throb and pulsate
And I realise this is my prison.
I feel my chest and feel emptiness
Where once was my heart is darkness

I look above me and my heart is in the hands of my ex
And she squeezes it and laughs
And I watch my heart full of love explode into pieces.