That's just great

I am so very glad
You are moving in with your boyfriend
Glad you two made up
After you thought it wouldn’t work
Glad you two are so deep in love
You flirt and have sexy phone calls
When you are working next to me.
He obviously brings you joy
Which would be what I want for you.

By the way;
Did you know?
Sometimes at work,
When we are deep in deep conversation
And you say something fucking brilliant
I would very much like at moments like that
To grab you and kiss you so deeply
For so very long
That time itself would no longer matter.

Oh, Um, and also – those times
When you have an idea
That initially I don’t like,
But then you fight for it
And I see how right you are
Often at those times….
I am tempted to hold you close
Lift your shirt slowly
Free your magnificent breasts
Run my hands across your back
My mouth across your stomach
Searching hungry acres of your skin
Just to savor the taste of you

There are also these other times
Like when you make me laugh
About anything at all
I think about
That laughing mouth of yours
On me, taking me in long and slow
Seeing desire in your eyes
Hungry for my cum
Behind that quick and lovely smile
Bright smiling teeth
And clever clever tongue

I have to look away
When you bend over
Lest I get that awful urge
Wondering what it must be like
To pull your pants down
And enter you from behind
Deep into your surprised but welcoming sex
Moving with all the wonder of you
My hand on your clit lingering loving
Until you cry in surprise, fury and pleasure
Pulling me hungrily closer deeper within you
Begging me to come again

I catch myself leaning closer
To get a small smell of you
Eager for clues
Of your secret body secrets

I stop myself from touching you
On the back in that friendly friend way
Because I want it too too much
To be much more than a touch

I concentrate hard and fast
To look you deep in the eyes
To keep my eyes from straying
And devouring your body from afar

I’m glad your boyfriend is so much younger
And that I like him a lot
And knowing you you’ll be with him for a good long time
I’m better off as your best friend
Cause there’s no chance I’d ever get girl like you
God damn it