The Adventure Begins

Life hasn't been easy to me
Then again when has it ever been easy ?
It's all so risky
Makes me feel so nifty.


Twenty years old, already spent two years
in college and I feel like I've learned nothing.
I wasn't allowed to study what I wanted and
basically forced to be something I'm not.


It's the story of my life.
Brilliant young man with potential
but plagued with bad luck.


I'm a writer.
I'm an activist.
I'm someone's son.
Some days, I'm someone's last hope.


I stay at home and put up with
unruly and difficult men and women.
I want to break free.
I want to be on my own.


I want to go where I want.
I want to love who I want.
This year I loved a girl.
I also loved a boy.
It didn't well with either of them.


This is the final irony of bisexuality.
In the end, the bisexual man finds himself alone. This is how I feel right now.


My family isn't there for me.
My parents are far away.
My sister is just plain evil.
My aunt is a manipulator.


Yet somehow I'll the victor.
I will go back to school.
I will achieve what I want.
I will publish my writings.
I will achieve immortality.


Although things look bad now,
once they were almost worse.
I want to bring about change.
I want to help people.


This is who I am.
This is what I am.
Someday I will be...
Lord and master of all.


The end.