The Beast Within

I was always there for you
Even though there were times I shouldn't have been
You always had me to count on
Were you ever there for me?

I tried to be the best friend that I could be
Listening to all your fears
Having open arms for a hug
I tried to show how much I cared

You always used me
You never wanted to listen to me
You never even cared
You always took me for granted

I put up with it
Thinking that you would come around
Never knowing your inner thoughts towards me
Not knowing or caring

There was so much that I wanted to tell you
I always wanted to tell you that I liked you
I never found the right time to tell you
There was so much that you didn't care about

The moment I saw you for you
The moment the fog lifted from my eyes
The moment I stopped caring
You jumped ship and never looked back

I don't get why you even went through the process of getting to know me
When you never even cared about me
When you only cared about yourself
When all you had planned was that