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Click herei keep thinking about the past
reliving all the things that i should
keep in my past...
but it is so hard today
to keep my thoughts from haunting me.
when i sit here with the blade
in the darkness it glitters,
light is bouncing off the white of the scars
but in the dark the blade speaks to me.
telling me that it can make me feel better
thin strips that will only sting briefly
before the blood is allowed to drip
down my arm...
like the pain that will slip from my mind
slicing the flesh...
allowing the blood to drip...
so red, like my life force...
warm at first but soon it will chill
its like everything else in my life...
temporary....
but the memories will hang around
till i tell them otherwise
the blade will always be there to
comfort me...