The First Kneel

Trembling spirits, they dance for me.
He just asked me to take a knee.
What does it mean, when One asks
For me to kneel, this one little task?
Do i give up control, is this the end?
Uncertain and confused, trying to comprehend

No lilone. That's not the way.
The sub controls in her own way.
The sub decides "Will i obey"
And make Him smile like a warm sun ray?
Or do i choose to listen not
Regardless of the fact, i will be caught?

Now is the time to look in His eyes
Do you trust this man to act quite wise?
The decision is yours, always has been
This isn't a struggle between women and men
It is a decision to think upon.
Then off went the spirit in the shape of a swan

i looked at Him, what did i see?
He said not a word, as He gently watched me
my stomach filled with butterflies
Once again i looked to His eyes
i could turn and walk away
His love for me would continue to stay

That is when i knew what to do
Pushing my feet forward the step or two
Rocking softly from toe to heel
Blushing softly as i took my first kneel
Trembling, shaking, ready to fight
But He touched my head, and i was alright