the heart that aches

Ever since that day I saw you
Sitting there,so close, so calm
I saw your eyes,like pools of silver,
liquified, my love was strong.

It's been so long since that day
but ,behold, your eye have haunted,
From my love that is pure and true
As a monks faith, unwithered, undaunted

We share so much, so much indeed
I can't beleive we're not together
But damn my weakness to show my love,
it holds me tight, an unbreakable tether

I don't know why, I don't know how
but I can't bring myself to tell you,
But there's a fear, to deep inside
That my words would not befell you

Damn my eyes, damn my heart
they tear me apart inside,
my love for you, so true so strong,
and yet I always hide.

And so I live on with stoic reverence
but my heart does boil and bake,
But there will be no comfort or mercy
to the heart that aches.