The love not returned...

    Burn me.  Cut me.  I want to pay for this--
    Bad judgment, lack of strength--I've been remiss.
As long as I've known you, I've let you take.
    So bring me pain.  Drag me to the abyss.
Till now, your torture's been a piece of cake;
There is a lot more effort you could make.
            Pull apart my flesh.  Yank away my soul.
            Tear out my heart.  Don't even leave a hole.
        Lie to me till my brain loses its grip--
            Prisoner to madness, no hope of parole.
        Put me on thin ice, then force me to slip.
  I deserve all this and more cruelty
        Since I've made your values and reason flip.
  I love you.  And you think you should love me.