The one I lost

What is the meaning of the pain I feel inside? The pain that drains life's energy from my aching soul. The anguish of love lost so premature. The confusion of how life could be so cruel. I love her and nothing can heal the pain except the chance to be with her again.
Being apart is like an eternity in hell... All I wish is to be near her again. She is my light my angel. Just to be near her gives life meaning. It brings me the will to go on. But it also brings pain of knowing I am not with her. Everyday my love still grows stronger I can not fight it. It flows through me with no boundaries and I am helpless to stop it.

I can’t stop it because she is the one. There is no doubt in my mind that she is the one true love of my life. Only that which is pure can bring this much pain. I fell when I was with her… I fell too far for her to stay… When I pulled myself up she was gone. And I was left with a never ending void in my heart. This bottomless pit of loneliness and sadness. It stretches to the outer depts. of my soul. It aches to be with her again. To show her that she is the one.